jinx

i said i was happy so now i am not.
well, right now i am happy because i got a new backpack and some other school supplies. and a wallet. but that is a materialistic happiness.

i want a baby girl that i can give tutus and take video of dancing like a primaballerina and make snacks for and bring to petting zoos but not ones of the farm animal variety. and a cat and a small dog and a snake. and a big turtle. in a little house with a porch with a fence and a field near a forest with all sorts of musical instruments and a library and a huge bed near a wall with huge windows looking out towards said forest and lots, LOTS of glow-in-the-dark stars.